Thursday, April 9, 2026

Look at the Time


I got the box down from the closet in Carson’s old room. It was a box I’d packed decades ago and hadn’t really thought much about until recently. With his own baby boy coming in just three months, I figured it was time to inventory the contents of said box. I opened the lid and started pulling out stacks of Carson’s little baby clothes along with the sweet memories that were nestled in there. I’d packed it all up so long ago and we’d moved it 3 times to different homes to save them for just this moment in time. Baby blue outfits with smocked animals and embroidered trains and little white collars. There was even the tiny Feltman Bros. gown he’d worn home from the hospital and the little leather shoes that completed the outfit. It was hard to believe my son ever fit into those tiny pieces of delicate fabric. What was even harder to believe was that time had passed so quickly and he’d soon be holding his own son. 


When I packed that box, I was about 33 years old. My parents were around my age now. Our kids were 1 and 6 and I felt like time was on our side. They were little and we’d have them at home with us for what seemed like forever. Bless my heart- I just didn’t know, but the older I’ve gotten- I see how it all goes by so quickly and seems to be gaining speed by the day. 


This year, it was our kids’ turn to be at their in-laws’ houses for Easter, but they all stopped by to eat on their way home on Sunday afternoon. With their initials being the same, Jack came in wearing one of his daddy’s baby outfits. Little ones are wearing their daddies’ baby clothes before we can turn around good. Somehow our little family of four has turned into a wonderful little circus with another attraction joining us in July. In a couple of weeks, we’ll start the enjoyable process of renovation again- this time adding a bonus room upstairs to accommodate our growing family and another baby bed. It’ll give everyone a little more space when they visit since they come in here looking like they’re boarding the Titanic for a transatlantic voyage. 


I miss the days of having small children and creating all the magic of childhood for them, but I do love this adult children season, too, and I especially never comprehended what a grandchild would do to my heart. You all tried to tell me, but I guess you have to find out for yourself. When Jack reaches out for me, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for that baby. He melts me. Completely melts me. Turns me into a puddle. And I’ll soon have another one to hold and love and will become Punkin to another little angel. 


I hope all is well in your world. I just wanted to stick my head in and say hello. Weren’t we just vacuuming tree needles out of the rug? Life goes fast, so we best enjoy and savor the moments God gives us along the way. 


Joni









 




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